
Have you ever googled the image "barf"? Seriously, as if I am not sick enough. Actually, I picked the least disgusting one I could find. Can I tell you how bad I hate to throw up? I hate it worse than most anything. I will go to great lengths not to throw up! How in the world could anyone be bulemic? I admit it there have been days when I have felt fat and swore to myself I was just going to start "starving" myself but within a few hours I am weak and shaky and have to eat. Then there are times when after eating a whole Training Table #25 and an order of cheese fries with dipping sauce I might add that I have just wanted to purge but It doesn't get any farther than that. I decide I would rather be fat than throw up! These past few days I have had the stomach flu and on the 3rd day still feel "yucky"! Isn't it the worst to throw up when there is nothing in your stomach? I know this is a disgusting post but considering this has been my life for the past 3 days I thought I'd mention it. (Oh, and of course Alan has to be out of town!)